"The so-called 'psychotically depressed' person who tries to kill herself doesn't do so out of 'hopelessness' or any abstract conviction that life's assets and debits do not square. And surely not because death seems suddenly appealing. The person in whom its invisible agony reaches a certain unendurable level will kill herself the same way a trapped person will eventually jump from the window of a burning high-rise. Make no mistake about people who leap from burning windows. Their terror of falling from a great height is still just as great as it would be for you or me standing speculatively at the same window just checking out the view; that is, the fear of falling remains a constant. The variable here is the other terror, the fire's flames: when the flames get close enough, falling to death becomes the slightly less terrible of two terrors. It's not desiring the fall; it's terror of the flames. And yet nobody down on the sidewalk, looking up and yelling 'Don't!' and 'Hang on!', can understand the jump. Not really. You'd have to have personally been trapped and felt flames to really understand a terror way beyond falling." - David Foster Wallace

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“The so-called 'psychotically depressed' person who tries to kill herself doesn't do so out of 'hopelessness' or any abstract conviction that life's assets and debits do not square. And surely not because death seems suddenly appealing. The person in whom its invisible agony reaches a certain unendurable level will kill herself the same way a trapped person will eventually jump from the window of a burning high-rise. Make no mistake about people who leap from burning windows. Their terror of falling from a great height is still just as great as it would be for you or me standing speculatively at the same window just checking out the view; that is, the fear of falling remains a constant. The variable here is the other terror, the fire's flames: when the flames get close enough, falling to death becomes the slightly less terrible of two terrors. It's not desiring the fall; it's terror of the flames. And yet nobody down on the sidewalk, looking up and yelling 'Don't!' and 'Hang on!', can understand the jump. Not really. You'd have to have personally been trapped and felt flames to really understand a terror way beyond falling.”

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The passage makes you rethink what motivates someone who tries to end their life: it's often an escape from unbearable pain rather than a calm choice for death. The metaphor forces a concrete image — two terrors competing — so the action stops feeling inexplicable and starts to feel urgent and understandable. That shifts what to do next: stop debating motives and do practical things instead, like staying close, asking direct questions, removing immediate means, and contacting professional help. If you are the person trapped, try telling one trusted person where you are and let them stay with you while you get help.

When to use it

At work, after a teammate attempted suicide and others called it attention-seeking, I told HR the burning-window image to explain why we needed to change how we respond and support her.
When my sister kept saying she was 'done' and wouldn't answer texts, I explained the flames-and-jump idea to our mother so she would stop asking whether our sister wanted to die and instead call a crisis line.
As a counselor, I used the metaphor with a family who couldn't understand why their son jumped — it helped them focus on removing means and arranging immediate supervision.
After a dorm resident tried to hurt themself, the RA used the burning-window comparison in the hall meeting to get peers to stop judging and commit to daily check-ins and professional follow-up.